BlackendxHeartache

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... by BlackendxHeartache, literature

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I never thought it would happen, Never thought it could. I geuss i never red the captions, Never did anything i should. but now i see it's true, I can't so nothing without you. I'm in love with you, I get you hurt thats true, but still you tell me never to elave you, I will never leave your side. don't want to see you cry. when i live iwthout you i die, I die a bit inside. And when i leave you i do shit i shouldn't do. i wish some people would just go and cry, Some that cause my paranoia, That cause my depresion. I need to be with you, to see you, To hear you. I need to know you are there, that you aren't going anywhere.

read if u want by BlackendxHeartache, literature

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read if u want

I make mistakes, Think too much, dont know why, no ifs and or buts. It's the way i roll, don't mean to control. It's just my habits. My subconcious inhabitants. I didn't do it on purpose, didnt mean to inhale, didn't mean to hurt. I just wanted something to do, To clear my mind, Let me go, I'm under pressure. I hurt myself, Without no soul, hurt others, without care, I do it all , For nothing but hatred, hurt those who love me, Hey! whadya know... I didn't do it on purpose, didnt mean to inhale, didn't mean to hurt. I just wanted something to do, To clear my mind, Let me go, I'm under pressure.

BEEP by BlackendxHeartache, literature

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BEEP

It's gonna keep coming, So you should just stop running. What goes around comes around, What goes up must go down. We act all happy, So you don't become sappy. We act like we care, But it's only fair, That we tel you know, You're a fuckin hoe! You don't know what you do, You do it to me to. You think your innocent, So sweet, But geuss whut? Your wrong, Your a *BEEP* He trusts me, Im scare dot be seen with him, Have people think im cheatin, But he needs me, and im te only one who 'knows' you. Though i really dont, No one do

Paranoia fright by BlackendxHeartache, literature

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Paranoia fright

Do you ever feel, Like your spinning in circles, Watch thoughts as they reel. Waiting to become blind. Wishing to stop, Hoping to breath, See the light that was never there, That was hidden by the knife. This is hate, This is life, Hopeing to escape, This paranoia fright! Any night, Any night tonight. I see someone wlaking, A mystery oracle, Confusing and clear, all mixed up in one, Fuck it i give up, I ain't ever gonna win this fight! This is hate, This is life, Hopeing to escape, This paranoia fright! Any night, Any night tonight.

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My life by BlackendxHeartache, literature

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My life

You want to know what it's like, To live a lie, Try to fight. When your down and kicked around, Like your a fuckin dice. you whine and pout, You don't know doubt. your life is paradise, Compared to mine it's precise, Sight on perfect. You diss my friends, Cause they say your dumb. But geuss what your just a bumb. Begging for attention for something that is so perfect, You say life sucks well try live mine. it's living hall compared to your paradise.

Emotions by BlackendxHeartache, literature

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Emotions

Have you ever had that feeling, your thoughts just won't stop reeling. Plowing through emotions, Forgetting things like devotion. To forget what love is, To die in a hole of sorrow deespise. To sit here thinking, Why not start drinking, Cause this feeling is teh same. Confused and numb. Mindless adn thoughtless. Why can't we just drop this. Leave all of out thoughts. do without thinking and Think without doing naything about it. To live free from emotions clutches, And peoples hushes

Makes me want to cry by BlackendxHeartache, literature

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Makes me want to cry

I hate it when you look back on that time, And it makes you want to cry, those people are still with you, But not as close as before. Nothing will ever be the same, It will always stay the same, Never wished to cry, Never wish to break your heart. Never meant to break mine. But i geuss we loved a lie, an illusion of one another. a mere dream of our fantasy. Now i will find my cure to this disease.

Accept by BlackendxHeartache, literature

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Accept

They all call me insane, They say i'm a maniac. But they don't know, What they are saying, Words come out a fumbling blur. Emotions seep out, I know this for sure. They run from it, Try to escape, But you accept it, Embrace it. You ssay you will stand by me, Be true. And stay with me, You love me, Even though oyu have your own problems, You try your best to help with mine, You think i'm normal, Atleast to you. You call me beautiful. This means alot, I love you too.

Give up on living by BlackendxHeartache, literature

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Give up on living

I tried to write a rap, Do a little recap. Look over the shit, Of the now and then. I just grab a pen, A try and try again. But nothing comes out, I just get up and shout. I give up, Just drink another cup. To settle the nerves, chill all the urges. I give up i don't give a fuck. I strive to fight, I strive for flight, Through the stormy skies. Try to find the light, Every time i just die. I give up, Just drink another cup. To settle the nerves, Chill all the urges, I give up i don't give a fuck. Fighting depression, Killing myself in the midst, Trying to relax, Pop some more pills. Overdose, Comatose, Trying to l

Get away from here by BlackendxHeartache, literature

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Get away from here

In dreams I live, You don't know what i wouold give. To have a life, Throw away the knife. Live for freedom. Live for a life. To have a soul, Be a survivor. I stand alone, I gain control, I bretah some fire, A burning desire. To eliminate you all, Get you outta my head, To be free of my fears, Clear that noise in my ears. Imma fight bitch, Go ahead and whine. I don't like you, Never will i. you scare me, Not physically, But emotionally! You better run, Cause you set me off! Go away get out, youo don't belong here. These are my thoughts. My mind. You are coruption, Device of mass detruction, And your target is me

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Oct 30
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BlackendxHeartache

Oct 28, 2012

artist facebook

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So i may make an artist facebook page it would be for all my online friends and also my close in real life friends i would post more of my traditional stuff and everything and more frequent status things and ya just an easier way to communicate with people i guess i fyou wan tit comment and i will note u the link when i make it ^^ i iwll post this ntry on all my accounts so everyone can see it.

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BlackendxHeartache

Sep 20, 2011

hey

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...dont you just hate it when you really wisht hings could be different bu they cant and are stuck the way they are for many reasons :( and ps i have reasonings for not posting this on my new profile but whatevs....anyways i really am not happy yet i am righyt now...i am at complete war with myself and the world. I love somebody still but i can't be with them for many reasons now. I thought i would be able to stand seeing them drift away from me but it is tearing me up inside and literally killing me... i hide it the best i can but it just is the cold blooded truth breaking through :( but i know no matter how hard i try i could never be with

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BlackendxHeartache

Jul 19, 2011

RESTORE

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ok...so originally i wasnt going to tell anyone but...i made a new account but i am only saying this for the poeple that ACTIALLY like my art,i know in real life, or that are my friends on here . so...if you fit an yof those descriptions please note me and i will tell you my new  account name....i will still keep all this art up though...ya

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Oct 2, 2011

[link] This is about you and anyone who means something important to me Jaz...

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Sep 6, 2011

Hello ^^ Ivyclaw from

I'm working on the group, it's almost done I'd like to know if you're still interested in the group.

Your on! *glomps*

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